I Will Marry You Thousands Time

Thursday 121213 (19:52) 

Yea.. This is life... The awful dreadful one to face
Let call it our destiny..
Many troubles take us apart thousands times
But.. I just really believe that you will comeback
over n over again
For I am the one you love

I can see it in your eyes...
When you take me to your arms once again
Then you leave the memory in my deep inquisition
for me to stay several years waiting for you..

When you return you will marry me once again
That's your promise
And I will always take those words with me
since I know that I am always here
to marry you thousands times

Is That You?

Sunday, 8 Dec 2013 (08:14)

Is that you??

The one I never forget.
The one I'll never let go
Whom I always wanna be with
Who takes me in a deep deep love
Whom I'm crying to
Whom I'm crying about
Who never let me go,
 till the end of my life u'll make me stay
Who made me broke into pieces.
Whom I love more than I did to myself.
Who always traps me in trouble
Who can always make me feel young n live forever.
Who will take me to His jannah together
The one who stole my heart n
Who I can steal the name to be my children last names

I miss you badly insane

I Called Him, My Busra

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He ordered a cupful poisoning love to drink.
I accepted it with a smile.
He said " I'll love you till the end of my life", but he lied.
I trust it though I knew that wouldn't never be.

He came and took me with him to a place I never know 
I was just following
Then he's gone and asked me to stay,
I was still there fully believe he will return

He promised," I will never leave you anymore".
Is it a love till die? I asked myself
til he went away over and over again
He still made me wait for him

Because I am a woman
and he is my man
He put my paradise underneath his footstep

THOUSANDS REASONS WHY WE SHOULD STA

For the God blessing

For the God hatred
For our beloved.. The greatest children ever
For our marriages
For the world forbidding
For the world praying
For their wishing
For their cursed
For our struggle
for our hope
for our loves
for our wound
for our pain
for our hurt
for our happiness
for our endless time
for our swears
for our promises
for our surrender
for our steps
for our dancing
for your sacrifices
for my tears
for your sweat
for nights together
for missing your hold
for my stupid feeling
for feel in my nerve
for these six years
for days passed by
for times gone by
for years waiting front
for paradise willing
for your embrace
for your loyalty
for your kisses
for your smiles
for your times home
for your effort
for my worry
for my shame
for His redha
for their pray
for your broken heart
for my heart beating.. every time I see you
for this unique life we have
for our home sweet home
for our romance
for your interest
for my weakness
for helping me on
for your long waiting for my coming
I'll wait for you...
for our honey moon in Weh Island
for our romantic dinning in White Sand Beach
for your big dream
for our chicken farm
for our former empire
for the history
for the causes you came to me at the first time
for the reason why you love me
for the reason when I love you more than you did than
for your leaving (I'm gonna wait until you come)
for your coming soon
for taking you to the bus stop
for the great English
for our "U're still the One"
for your forgotten everything
for my unexpected behaving
for my wrong
for your fault
for my fauxfa
for your mistake
for our romance
for times of survival
for your sweet words
for our rude words
for your kindness
for your patient
for my unstopping saying
for you're in our son's eyes
for I'm in our daughter eyes
for their happiness
for their smiles
for their wishes
for their loving you a lot
for their afraid of loosing you
for they can't sleep well
for their nightmares
for our family
for our songs
for our memories
for our journeys
for your first letter
i still keep it
for my long letters
for I left him for you..
for leaving your hobbies
for I had left my friends for you
for you are my soul
for you are my blood
for you are my tear
for you are my breath
for our escaping
for our spending a lot of fund
for the 1st night
for that beautiful night
for love in South Atsyin
for love in Middle Atsyin
for love in Sabang
for my long pray
for my istikharah
for my missing you a lot
for my rabithah
for our bound
for your hand
for your shoulder
for being in your love
for baring everything
for my mid-night tear
for your lovely eyes
for your great nose
for the brown pupils
I love it
for your achievement
for my leaving to sigly
for your leaving to JKT
for my change
for your change
for my family's words
for your family's words
for unforgiven wicked
for these cold nights
for these lonely times
for nice being with you
for their clapping hand
for I can't live without you
for my wishes to bring you back
for your first kiss
for that broken diamond
for that platinum first heart-shaped ring
for that golden one
for the silver mustika ruby
for wishing to hold you tight forever
for I knew where you are now
for my loneliness, Babe
please return.... :"(
for the sins we committed
for His forgiveness
for my apologies
for that long call
for our loooong conversation
for the world will laugh if we break
for His secret
for His trials
for this bad world to face
for this rain
for this night
for these years
for your wishes to leave
but you love me still..
for I'm loving you much more than you've ever known
for the reason why
for "Aku benar-benar ridha"
for the dreams come true
for longing you much
for a lot of questions spinning in my head
for your sight always in my mind
for we are one
for you are I
for I am you
for the first verse of Annisa
for the love that is more
for them
for me
for you
for this poem


( NOORAHMED, Atsyin 17 to 18 December, 2011)

BECAUSE HE NEVER SLEEPS

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Suamiku bukanlah Ibrahim as..
Aku bukanlah Ibunda Hajar yang mulia..
Anak-anakku bukanlah Ismail dan Ishak as...

Tapi Tuhan Hajar adalah Tuhanku...
Tuhan Ismail dan Ishak adalah Tuhan anak-anakku..
Allah yang sama...

Yang telah menjaga Hajar dan Ismail dan mengembalikan Ibrahim kepada mereka..
Allah jugalah yang akan menolong aku dan anak-anakku...
Aku sangat yakin...

Because He Never Sleeps.

We Still Have a Hill

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Terkadang galau memaksaku berburuk sangka...

Kenapa kita harus memilih jalan ini...

Kenapa DIA mengizinkan kita memilih jalan ini...

Padahal DIA tau, itu akan merugi...

Sesalku, saat itu..

'Khilafmu memilih investasi yang salah, yang tak waras.

Kita masih muda, tak perlu berbuat sejauh ini...

Masih banyak lapangan kerja sesuai keahlian kita
.Tak perlu gali lobang sana sini untuk ide gilamu.

Kita cukup hidup sederhana..

Tercukupi susu dan popok si buah hati.

Kataku frustasi..

Diamnya ntah berarti menyesali cita-citanya yangg terlalu tinggi.

Kadang perasaan ini menyeretku terlalu jauh...

Andai saja dia tak memulai usaha ini.

Pasti takkan begini jadinya...

Hfff...Entahlah..

Suatu saat dia mengajakku rendesvous.

Di sebuah bukit cinta milik kami. 

"We are the owner of the hill."

Tak tau apa maksudnya..

'It's yours honey. It's ours...
And it prices hundreds million rupiah.
You do not have to worry.'
Sambil menggenggam menenangkan..

Rabbi...
Betapa hamba MU tak tau arti bersyukur...